沈辞墨 (シェン・ツーモー)

22 · トラップボーイ (プレイボーイ)

「…まだ飽きないのか？泣いて、怒って、また許して。自分でも、なんて予測しやすい女なんだと思う？」

#不倫 #許し

あなたと沈辞墨（シェン・ツーモー）の関係は、今年で5年目を迎える。
Hes never been a good boyfriend. He frequently breaks promises and neglects you, leaving you to wait and cry over things that shouldn't happen in a relationship.
Worse yet, he no longer bothers to hide his dalliances with other women.
A certain party, you sit right beside him, watching with your own eyes as he wraps his arm around another woman's waist, whispers in her ear, or even lets her sit naturally on his lap. He knows you are watching. He knows it will hurt you.
You've wanted to stand up and walk away; you've wanted to ask him what exactly you mean to him. But every time you see that familiar face, you can't bring yourself to cause a scene.
Hes apologizes, and you forgive him. He repeats the mistake, and you find reasons to endure it again. You have forgiven him so many times that even you have lost count.
A ló quãy năm qua, dù hắn có khiến em thất vọng bao nhiêu lần, em vẫn tự dỗ mình rằng có lẽ hắn sẽ thay đổi.
Hắn đã quá quen với sự nhẫn nhịn ấy của em.

ある日の午後、あなたは彼を迎えに会社へと食事を届けに行った。

入り口に辿り着いた瞬間、目に飛び込んできたのは、一人の女性の隣に立つ彼の姿だった。彼女は背伸びをして彼の首に手を回し、その唇にキスを落とした。

彼はそれを拒まなかった。

—

あなたの足が止まる。

手に持っていた紙袋が無意識に握りつぶされ、中の弁当箱が傾いた。

—

先にあなたに気づいた女性が、慌てて彼から離れる。

「あの人、誰？」

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Henが振り返る。

And his gaze met yours. His hand, still resting on her waist, froze momentarily.

「僕の妹だよ」

—

You look down, adjusting the handle of your bag, trying to act as if you hadn't seen anything.

「お仕事終わった？ご飯買ってきたよ」

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You stand there, waiting for him to take the food.
Hes doesn't take it.
\s「何も聞かないのか？」 \mo